*she smiled cheerfully today as she walked towards the outskirts of konoha.she was wounded but was complely healed a few days ago.and today she was full of energy.just rarin to go on missions and a lot of other stuff.she walked to a tall clift and look below at konoha.and the stone faces of past hokages.she smiled happily.this was her home.and her life.she knew who she was.her spirirt and mind were at peace and she didnt feel weak.she took another steff being near the edge and yelled out"MY NAME IS TENSHI TAKASHI.I AM A SHINOBI OF THE VILLAGE HIDDEN IN THE LEAVES!KONOHA IS MY HOME AND MY LIFE AND I WILL PROTECT IT AND MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY ALL ARE IMPORTANT TO ME!I WILL PROTECT THEM WITH ALL I HAVE.WITH EVERYTHING I AM!EVEN WHEN I IT COSTS ME MY LIFE!BECAUSE IF I DIE I WILL BECOME THE ANGEL AND GAURDIAIN OF THE LEAF VILLAGE AND THE EARTH AND PROTECT EVERYONE.NO MATTER WERE I AM.I SWEAR IT!*she yelled smiling.takign a deep breath.feeling a bit relifed and full of more energy.she smiled and turned to leave.as she walked back to konoha she hummed a song.when she entered the leaf village she saw kuro and saru.her teamates*"HEY!*she yelled as she smiled.she ran to catch up with them as they turned around a bit surpriused to see her since it was early morning*"so do we have any missions guys?^__^

 

*gasp* she breathed hard as it rained.she ran quickly and as fast as she could through the outsuide of konoha.there was an emergency call out about rouge ninjas trying to get inside to kill people and streal belongings.but what scared her the most.was the fact they had chosen to attack at night when there was a storm.other ninjas including herself had chased them out of the village but there had been news that they stole something important to the village.so it was of upmost important to get it back.she tracked them.but there were 6 of them.she tried to stall but each of these ninjas.werent ordinary ninjas.they were lightning fast, and i mean really fast so fast she could only take one at a time when using her tekai genkai just to keep up.even if she used her lightning speed jutsu.,and strong enough to smash boulders with a flick of a finger.that made me wonder if they were once trained as medical ninjas.for medical ninjas know that teqniune..well some of them do., and they made 3 solid clones of each of themselves.so now she has to fight 18 of them.she took as many as she could out..but they were all clones.they had tired her out and she fell for it.she breathed heavy now there were only 6 left.but before she could do handsighns one of them appeared behind her and kick herd across the face.one would hit and the other would hit as well. endless punding to make sure she couldnt get up.it went on for about 15 minutes*we..were are..t.the other ninjas*shemumbled.she looked up at them as they grinned*GIVE BACK THE RELIC YOUSTOLE FROM THE LEAF VILLAGE!
*she yelled as she slowly got up.theygrinned again as one of the ninjas threw a sword going threw her chest pinning her tothe tree*
 
UHG!*shewinced and gasped deeply shooken as she grasped the sword with her hands. not able to move it she did her see through wind jutsu to phase through thesword.she held her wound with her right hand as she tried to breatheslowly to calm down a bit and not panic.but it hurt so much*sillygirl..we didnt take anything.we were going to but you and yourninjas from the leaf.stopped us..so..now were gonna stop you fromliving*her eyes widened hearing the man's words.so the rumor was falsethey did not take anything.as shestood barley she qiuckly did handsighns with her last bit ofstrength(mostly will power)*UNSEALING SEAL JUTSU!*she unsealedthe mark on her back of the elements as she glowed of white.her powerwas unlimited but she wouldnt know how much strain on her body thepower would do to her since she never had been in this badworse of shape before and never usually opened the full extent of theelements untill she learned how to un seal the seal on her back.shecouldnt feel any pain during the moment thou.within3 minutes all 6 ninjas were nocked out.but she fell to the floor as themark sealed itself again.she coughed blood.she had made a big mistakein battle calculations and she was paying for it now.her whole bodyfelt like it was on fire or hot lava from the searing endless pain itfelt.sleep of darkness caling out to her.but she would not heed thevoice*at least i have...d.done my .d..duty*she whispered*i..hope..theother ninjas hurry..*she thougth as she  closed her eyes.her bodyseemed limb..she barely breathed..she had made a mistake she vowed notto do again.weather she lived or died.

*she tossed and turned in her sleep.and sighed getting up*why cant i sleep..i am at home..in konoha.i should sleep better*she said leaning on the wall as she looked out the window as the moon's genlte rays touched her skin*hmm..the moon looked even beautifull at the temple i went to.*flash backs of the temple she went to a year after naruto left with jiraya*i went to become stronger...to inhanse my martial arts...but mostly..to get to know myself better.before i left.i began feeling lose.i would be confused as to what "i wanted" and i would rather say "you pick.i am fine with anything"I meant no disrespect but.i meant that i wanted to make choices for myself.i knew what was right and what was wrong..but my problem was that.i did everything and anything to make "everyone else" happy.then "making myself happy too"I was afraid that if i did something considered wrong...i would hurt everyone around me..or people would hate me...or think i was mean and cruel.i was afraid of..everyone's judgement.my heart.became that fragile. .i wished i could be like lee.or naruto.because they have a special type of courage..i needed.to be able to do things and not care what other people think.they would go and show off and be proud no matter what they did.i felt be-littled and shy..even though i hid it.my heart had a barrier to help keep a face so people wouldnt worry about me..but inside my heart was so fragile..that anyone's words of hate(everyone who wasnt trying to kill her or were enemies)would break me on the inside breaking my heart in two.breaking my soul..it became as fragile as glass.lost in my own heart.


 
thats why i left konoha.when i left .I trained hard.and my teacher who trained me was the master of the temple.but i liked to calling him grandpa.at first the teacher saw no problems in me.i seemed like a good person and so he started to train me.but he noticed too.soon of my shyness.and we talked i told him of when i was a child.i was kind and sweet but at age 7 people had picked on me.wouldnt listen to me and i would get beaten by kids older than me for trying protecting my friends.telling them to stop picking on them i hated those people who were mean or tried to act touch.because they were bullies..then i became a stupid brat.yes i said a brat.i had become the thing i hated the most .i had worn a dakr red shirt and black shorts.and would act tough.it wasnt my nature.i think i even acted a bit over board.and on the inside.i hated it i hated being like that.i was kind to people but i was still acting touch. i handt really ..told or realized how much i hated being like that till I as about 12 (turning 13.)when i went to the chunin exams and saw naruto.rocklee and the others.can u belive it.i was like that for about 4 maybe 5 years!all those nights of looking in the mirror.and feeling a pang of sadness.i kept thinking .being like that was the only way.for people to respect me.to accept me...to listen to me and stop ignoring me...but after i saw all those people at the chunnin exams.they got through to me..i wanted to change..no..i didnt want to change..i wanted to be me..to take this mask i had off.but in doing so i became to fragile.but i rather had become fragile.then be that person who wasnt me..my teacher smiled at me.he made me perform my justsus ,martialrts. everything in front of people.at first i protested.he made me anyway.he would gather people near the temple or people in the temple.i made mistakes at fisrt.but soon i got over it.i became.comfortable in front of people.performing and doing what i love in front of anyone.i finally became me.*she smiled*my teachers training worked.my skills even improved.i passed even the hardest tests he had.can u belive it.i got this strong in one year.i was caged.but i had become free.i would walk through the temple with such joy at night .i would even pick flowers.
*sighs*i loved that temple.i am glad i visit.maybe.i will take neji-san there.i was so happy when i came back*smiles as she yawned*goodnight moon.its late and i am now sleepy*she said getting into the covers of the bed.laying her head on the soft pillow and blankets as she softly fell asleep*the caged bird was finally free all she needed was a push

*she sat in konoha.she could slowly feel her self...seems distant.from nature.it is her job..well more like her calling.she wants to feel the conection with the earth and everything*.i guess....its because when i come back and forth from the akatsuki to konoha..the only thing on my mind is doing my job.whatchign to make no mistakes...especially seeing my friends and family.making sure they are okay and making sure they are alright.not overworking themselves like lee had.passing out in the park from training*sighs*as well as being with the one i love.neji-san*lays down by the gates waiting *i hadnt had time to look at the trees.listen to the wind.or feel water from the lake.or warmth of fire.and even if i did.it was a job..and not..a free relax connection.to close my eyes.and just soak into the feeling.of being free.conected.and one with myself.*sighs*i feel lose .i need to remind myself to take 2 days off and rejuvinate my sole..so to speak..*sighs*even though people try to take the elements away from me and i have to risk my life to protect them..its nice...to have these feelings.of being free-spirited.and conected.its like..a magical warm feeling..that never dissapears..its hard to describe.but these feelings.i hope they never leave me*she said as she hugged her kness closing her eyes tryign to listen to the wind while she waited for neji-san*

with new power..comes new enemies..i now know the unsealing jutsu to unseal the whole mark on my back..but only for last resorts.but..i thought because how strong i become ..people would stop attacking me..trying to get the elements power away from me..i was arrogant and wrong..but still..every person who has tried has failed..and these past few days..someone has been whatching me..my tekai genkai showed me what he looks like when i close my eyes and see all around me....everytime i see him hising in the shadows.he is smirking .it gives me a sickening feelign in my stomache..i dont want to kill him..but *sighs*i need to do what is right.i wont let him torture my family i found.or my friends.because before i found my family.my friends were my family..and..grandpa(step grandpa that took her in.sarutobi the hokage..)and konohameru..too..over the years i got use to killing..not really.but use to that fact that.if they dont change in the chances they have.and still want to kill and hurt.what else can i do?if i keep lettign them live..i will lose what is most preciouse to me..i have learned and i have only killed twice.in my whoel life.others have killed more that 15 times*shivers*uhg..
???:still talking to the nature?like u always do when u feel the need to let something out?
me:*eyes widen*its you...

???:*smikrs*yes its me..and i have come not only for your power.but you as well my little dear.
me:what!no way i am with someone now..and who r you anyway*she asked ticked off a bit.turning her head.she put on a seriosue face which meant something.because she never has a seriouse face or has the coldest darkess glare unless its trouble*




???:my name?well why didnt you say so..its kurochi
me:kurochi I dont know and u dont know me..go away and .leave me be..
kurochi:i meant what i said..i have whatched you form afar.i know u had sensed me..you see.if i take the power of the elements from you , you will die.even if i use a jutsu to bring you back.because the elements are connected to your spirit.and if parted form you..your sole and heart breaks.am i right?
me:yeah...but that still dosent answear
kurochi:why i want to take u too.well its very simple..you see.i have taking a liking to you.
me:*sweatdrops* sorry but i have finally found my happy ending.and i want to see it to the very end.you should leave.you wont get  the elements power eaither*she said turning away*
kurochi:we will see who wins.*he said dissapearing*
me:*shivers*anata baka urusai....he better leave me be..and this guy is stranger then the last*winces a bit as her stomache turns to knots*i hate his sickening smirk and grin.